In this chapter, the bunny character 'Toya' represents an aspect of myself, and through incorporating this figure into my paintings, I aim to connect with my audience on a more personal level. Toya bridges my inner world with the external, expressing personal experiences and emotions that explore the conflict between the ideal Utopia and the harsh reality of life, as well as humanity's desire to hold on. The desire to grasp the ideal within that space reflects the constant tension experienced by humans. Depicted in monochrome, Toya contrasts with the vibrant, dynamic colors of the background, symbolizing inherent loneliness.